On Crushes...

"when everything is wrong i dance inside my head, like a schizo running wild, that's when i come alive"


so i have this extremely weird crush on Janelle Monae,erm, weird because she's a girl but its a non-sexual crush sha...i think. lol. but really that chic ROCKS, she's my fav artiste atm, and believe me when i say she does pure art. gosh, i could listen to 'Cold War', 'Tight Rope', 'Come Alive (War of the Roses)'and 'Many Moons' all day. those are my absolute favorites! sometimes, i think she's intellectual Gaga, but then i think that's an insult to her. *sigh*


"take me 6ft under but while your roses died i came alive..."


i keep thinking the more i play her songs the faster i'll get tired of them, but no, a new fav just creeps in. i wish i could put up videos but they aren't loading properly :( nd gosh, she's so cute too...


"I'm trying to find my peace,
I was made to believe there's something wrong with me
And it hurts my heart"


"Some people talk about ya
Like they know all about ya
When you get down they doubt ya..."


her songs touch this deep place inside of me and sometimes i listen and i just want to cry coz i can relate to a lot of what she's saying. can't quite decide which i like more, her first album 'Metropolis, Suite I: The Chase', or 'The ArchAndroid'






my other major crush at the moment, not a weird one, not an entirely non-sexual one at that too, is Eminem. i dunno if it's the raw emotions in 'Love the Way you lie', or 'Not Afraid', or 'Won't back Down',but i can't stop listening to those songs. and everytime i watch 'Not Afraid', which iTunes seems to be telling me is very often, i just want to... well, i need help, that's all i know. Damn, 'Recovery' is an awesome album, its turning out to be my best Eminem album.



p.s, i'm supposeda be readin but all i've been doing for the past hour is watching videos from these two, so i decided to blog about em...